Sunday, October 05, 2008

a post of unhappiness

a feeling i dont really want to describe came back to me. its actually more to the point that this is not a suitable place for me to type out what i feel. i really dont understand. or am i just expecting too much. or is this the way things works that is why you get stuffs like this at times. am i too much of a perfectionist. i dont think its that way. maybe what i thought was really right. as i grow i've learnt to not jump to conclusions when all i know is only my side of story. but time and time again i've been proven right. but still i wanna act on what i learn as i grow. some people say my thinking is matured. i dont really know about that. because i want to think logically doesnt mean i think logically naturally. like baby said, thinking logically helps to solve problems easier. and one fact about me, is that i think logically, but i dont think logically.

i wanna scream the tears out and far far away. i wanna run away from the world. coop myself in the small enclosed corner. and just slowly forgotten by everyone. not even a nobody. fuck.

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